So over the weekend mom and dad both left to nonas house to stay with her till aunt sandie arrived from california. Nona has been having some depression issues because of her being alone at the house and all, I try to do all I can with driving out there once or twice a week. I hate being the only one who does it. Maybe this vacation will be good for her.
While my parents were done I took the initiative to get rid of all the junk in the house. I stuffed my car and drove to adrianas complex to her big dumpster compressor and just threw everything in. I came back home and did a little detailing to the house like re-cocking the windows (they were really disgusting) scrubbing some of the walls, and what not. When mom got home, mom didnt even notice over half the stuff was gone. stuff being: broken camcorders, birthday decorations for 5 year olds, books from the 50s on how to have children, spongbob kick ball, orange shag rug? some beads, useless shit that any normal person coming into this house would think "they dont need that... why is it here?"
then mom noticed that i had taken some cds out that had some really old pictures on them. she stood in the living room staring at the mostly empty area like the was trying to figure out what was so different. Then the shit hit the fan. Yelling and screaming and crying... a big whole mess of digging through the garbage.. shes now threatening me to leave in 30 days..
I know they wont kick me out, but it really got me thinking about moving. Im not staying here any more. by here i mean my house, and miami. Im just not. I don't want to anymore. I know I should finish school out here, and get things going but I am so unhappy out here. Now, im not rushing for the door or anything, either way I have to stay here because I just dont have then money saved to leave. but i will.
Im trying to get ahold of jayme, i havent spoken to her in a while, but maybe she can shed some advice on what my options are.
even though things are going pretty poorly, i am really happy. I know thats cause of someone though, and im really afraid to admit that. I posted some new photos on my flickr, you should check them out and tell me what you think. <3